I've been engaging the Lord around my circumstances. Over a period of two years, my husband and I have earned a lot of money. And spent it. Squandered it, some would say, but not on ourselves. But generosity doesn't make any difference, there is nothing left.
I've been examining the emotions, fears, shame that are being exposed in this season. I've been wondering about provision and wondering why it is being withheld.
A pitched on some work about two months ago and had a meeting today about the project. As the client told me they would have to hold it off until Feb 2012, my heart sunk thinking, there goes some possible income, when the client said: "please bill me a chunk and get working". I was gobsmacked, yet why? I love the way God delivers surprises that remind me I am not in control.
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